Take me away

Lookin at my previous post about us, I can still rmmber how happy I was to have you. You were my other half, you completed me. You were my lemon, and me, your strawberry. Our hugs are called fruitpunch, our kisses are called sunkist. But now evrything's different. You confessed to me that you loved me no more. The truth hurts so bad that I could feel my heart shattering into a million pieces. Even my tears are rolling down my cheeks as I'm typing all of this shit out. Yknow what, Im not gonna continue typing this out. It hurts alot. Night readers. xx.

Im back, bitches.

Sawadikap. Hahaha. Omgggggg. Long time no post! Geez. When was the last time I posted something on this blog man? Like what? Donkey years ago? Haha. Im sorry fr not posting shit on my blog. Cos firstly, Im glued to fb. Secondly, Im glued to fb. And lastly, fb is glued to me. HAHA. k kidding. Well, it's cos im really busy. Like really. Busy going out actually. HAHA. So I pretty much dont have time fr my blog. But sometimes I do, but it's always facebook. Im not being bias keh. HAHAHA. But fb is so addictive eventho it's getting more boring day by day. But the news feed I get frm people, some of them are kinda interesting actually. Hahaha. At least I save a few cents cos I wont be needing newspapers to feed myself on wht's happening when clearly evryone's feeding me with the news in fb. HAHA. Save money, is goood. hehehe. Thanks eh people(Y)

Every smile has its own season

June holidays doesnt even feel like the holidays. I have to go to school fr 2 weeks straight. Plus, not to forget cca's on tuesday and thursday. All I ever wanted was to sit at home, go out with friends, sleep late, and wake up late the next day. And look at the amount of schoolwork I have to do: a thick set of practice papers fr poa, reading report, and an english project to do. So much fr HOLIDAYS.

Say hi to my baby

When I first saw you, I never thought you'd mean the world to me. Friday, 4th of june, you asked me to marry you, a joker you can be, I didn't think it meant anything so I said yes. And then you asked me to be your girlfriend. Since you're nvr serious, I kept asking you whether it was fo real. And surprisingly it was. As unbelieveable as it is, we're officially together. Being strangers at first, we grew to become friends to good friends to bestfriends. Rmmber the times when I cried for aqil? You were there for me all the time, without fail. You lived in lavender, and u wnted to go all the way to my place to be there fr me when I was down but since it was too far, I didnt allow you to. But that tells me alot, that you care fcking alot fr me. Although we only knew each other fr a few weeks, it felt like Ive known you fr a few years. To be frank, when we were officially together, I loved you, but I wasnt quite sure whether it was the right thing to do. But I told myself that I'll give it time. And sure enough, it paid off. I see myself falling in love with you more day by day. Thinking about you just makes me smile, dreaming about you just makes me miss you even more, being in your arms, it felt like disneyland. I am lucky to have you. I love you, you know that. Fr now, I've fallen in love alot of times, with you.♥

Thank god it's Friday

12:49 am and Im still wide awake. Mayb cos I slept at 4 in the mrning today and woke up at 6 then slept bck till 2 plus. I think that explains why I cnt seem to hit the sack. HAHA. It's freakin friday you assholes! The only day, that seems super happening fr me is only friday. Cos you know the next day, you wont have to attend school and that it's when ure still out till late night, you'll keep on saying that the night's still young. jengjeng. That's wht I call TGIF. HEHE^^I mean true right? And the moment u reach home, which by then is alrdy saturday, you'll sleep the whole day. And when it comes to sunday, it alrdy sucks cos you'll be having the monday blues the next day and there's friggin school. So I say, LET'S PARTY ON FRIDAYS!! WOOOH!

Bitches in bikinis at beaches

Can I be that skinny please? Im slowly gaining weight. And the fats are really obvious :c ANWWWWWW, There's gonna be a party at azzura on the 11th of june at sentosa! I cannot, lemme remind u again, CANNOT wait. HAHAH. Needa hit the gym to lose those stupid stubborn fats! Or else my boddeh wont look nice in bikini :c SAAAAAP FATIN IN BIKINI! HAHAHAH! Dh uh shh. No need to make fun of me what :/ HEHE. Imma make the beachrock. Imma dance till I cant dance no more. K kidding. That one like wnt to die sia. If that's even gonna happen, I think I cant even walk after. Nvm, sleep at sentosa uh. At least cn bathe at wavehouse. HAHAH.

Everybody has scars

Omg it's june alrdy. AND, ive not been updating shit in this shithole. HAHAH. But it's kinda a good thing though that ive not been updating about all the shit tht's happening in my life now. Or else my blog would be so colorful cos I'll prolly be swearing alot. So, basically, My life's kinda haywire now. Firstly, I lost someone whom I use to love, alot. Well at least now he has someone to replace me. Happy fr him. OI. Not sarcastic k. HEH^^ But really, Im happy fr him. All those memories of me and him, I'll keep it close to my heart, will nvr frget any of it. And yes, Im trying to move on. Trying really hard. Well, was. Now it aint hard no more. Cos lemon's always there fr me. And i evol him fr that. Secondly, I had a conflict with my ex-bestfriend. Whatever to her, I hope she's happy. Finallly felt accomplished? Good fr you. Haha. No people, not gonna post a LONGGG post about her. Dont wnna waste my fingers' energy. Lastly, I think im gay. HAHAHAH K KIDDING.

I have a monster on my fingers

WOAH. So that's how our fingers look like in the inside. I've always wondered how it looks like inside. Now I have the answer. HAHAH! It looks like yknow the monster in idk wht movie but yeah, the mouth. LIKE THAT UH! Or any show with stupid monsters who eats up buildings and people or whtever. I mean, evrything's edible to them-.- HAHAH. I bet you get this fr masturbating too hard(MUAHAHAHAH!)or fr playing too much taptap! Gee. I needa stop playing that nw. I dont wnt my fingers to end up like that! No matter how cool it looks like, Na uh. No. If that happens, Im gonna put on some nice looking plaster on it. HAHAH! Hello kitty or spongebob plasters mayb? HEHE. Make it look cuter^^

Do you know how hard I've tried?

Im still coping with things. I thought I was strong, but I was wrong. But thanks to those who were there fr me when I needed someone to talk to. To name a few: Kris, Lemon, Karmillah, Ziqko, Dinno. Without them, I dont think tht there will ever be a smile on my face. Gee. I thought this would be easy but no. I guess not. All those memories, theyre too difficult to be erased. Im gonna hold my nose up like its bleedin. Im gonna put tht frown upside down. Im gonna be strong. Aint gonna let shit put me down. Sigh.

I treasure evry bit of it

You dont know how much it hurts while I was typing out tht msg fr you that was meant to be sent through facebook. I deleted you off so that I wont keep looking at your account evry fcking minute. You dont know how much you mean to me. All those memories. Im pretty sure tht i wont frget our first date. and how we said I fck u as our i love you code. Im never ever gonna frget the time when we were stnding so close to each other while listening to paramore's only exception. The 'camp' outside your house. The drama when I missed the bus. The kisses in the cinema. Im gonna miss your hugs. And Im really gonna miss your nomnomnom. Those were the sweetest memories tht I'll ever cherish. Being with you evrytime, were the best moment ever eventho it was only fr a few hours. and sometimes, I alrdy missed you eventho we just met a few minutes ago on which ever day we met. And now it all just keeps crashing down on me. At the end of the day, I found myself drenched in tears.. I just wanted US to happen so badly. The only thing tht I cn keep to rmmber you are the memories and your picture, as my wallpaper. Im really gonna miss you alot aqil. Thanks once again, fr evrything. Love you. xx.

Trust me, I would if I could

Why do I keep listening to the same song over and over again? :'c

Today's The Day, When Dreaming, Ends.

Now that you've read the post, I guess this will be the last post that Im ever gonna post about you. No, Im not happy with whtever is happening right now. You wanna whtever me like u did last time? Then go ahead. I had enough really. Im waiting fr you, but at the same time, hurting myself. I understnd that you're busy and shit. Totally cool with that. But you're keeping me hanging for long. The talks that we had, it did help but only fr a short while. You're so special to me, and not talking about you to my friends evryday is a sin. And when I do talk about you, the butterflies in my stomach doesnt fail to appear. Evrytime when I listen to only exception by paramore, It's you that I think about all the time. I love you alot, and I really do miss you. I miss the old us. I miss your hugs and kisses. And every time when I’m with you, there’s a constant smile on my face. The piece missing from my heart, you have somehow replaced. You know that I care about you, but you don’t know how much. I find myself falling in love, with someone I know I cant have. I guess I've been dreaming all this while. Look, I may not be the perfect girl that every guy would wish for. I may not be that pretty, but let me tell you this: I can love you truly with all of my heart. I dont wish to leave you at all.. But like you said, time will tell. And I guess. This. is. it? I dont knw about you. But I wish to hear frm you soon. Love you alot. xx.♥

All I wanted to do was to eat nutella

I am soooo frigggin pizzzzed! Alright, so like not long ago, I had this sudden craving of eating bread(i nearly frgt whts roti in english-.- HAHA!)with nutella. So I rummaged through the fridge. Nope, no sign of nutella. Checked on the oven or elsewhere on the table in the kitchen. Nope, still no sign. Reach out fr the cupboard knob*fingers crossed tht i'll find nutella in there* Voila! Found it. Even better, not tht kinda normal small size nutella, but the HUMUNGOUS ONE. HAHA! Felt like the luckiest bitch ever, but my happiness ended fr awhile only. Rmmber I said I had the sudden crave fr nutella with BREAD? Saw the bread. Fck yes. My luck(Y) Power. But then again, cheat my feelings. Only left a few slice of bread inside. And theyre not even perfect! .l.(^_^).l.Yknow the few slices of ugly bread tht you'll find at the bottom of the whole bread in the plastic packet? YES UGLY, NOT PERFECT. In the end, I forced myself to eat it anw. Cos I was just damn hungry. Besides, the chocolate inside that huge nutella bottle, so mthrfcking tempting. I swear. T-hee(:

Pull the trigger

There was a moment in my life, well not a moment, but alot of times, when I wanted to undo all my mistakes. But no point crying over spilt milk. Gotta learn from mistakes. Chin up.

I hate to let you go, but i love to see you leave

I may not be perfect. I may not be the preetiest girl, the hottest girl, the nicest girl, the smartest girl, the cutest girl you've ever met. But that doesnt give you the right to toy with my feelings. Ive been waiting fr so long. It has been like what? 1 month plus? And I dont see any difference in anything. Except fr the fact that we're not talking now. I dont wnna waste my time, Nor do I wnna waste yours. Not that Im wasting my time loving you, in fact I cherish evry minute of loving you, but Im wasting my time expecting things that wont obviously happen. Like I said, I dont see us together. Now you know the reason why. We're starting to fade away from each other. I dont wnna keep waiting fr your msg. And be excited about getting a msg but all tht excitement ended only to find out tht it's nt frm you. You have your other girls to go to, so why not you just stick to them. I still dont understnd why you wnna stick to me. You made me fall fr you, and in the end you left me hanging. I dont get you really. You, and your sweet nothings. It seems clear to me now that Im the only one whose thinking about us more than you do. Correct me if Im wrng. I dont check your fb nowadays. I dont even give two shits about wht you're up to now anw. Do what you want, really. As long as you're happy, Im so cool with that. I give up. But just to let you know, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me this year. Something about you is just different. Not sure wht it is tho. But yeah. I love you alot. But it kinda hurts now when i think about us. I still dont knw where I stnd. If you're reading this, You know who you are. Bye.

Carry out

Not been updating my blog lately. Sorry about that. Im kinda busy. But now, since exam's over, Fck yea it's party time. NYEHAHS! Went to crash in at kris's crib on sat morning till mon morning. Aint that awesome shit? Like monday I had POA exams and I went home only at 5 am? That's like mad. I dont know wht I was thinking. I didnt even study fr accounts. I suck at it. My basics aint that strong anw. Well not my fault. I was suspended frm school the first few weeks. HEHE. I is cool. Look at the photo up there. Me and Kris' had like a mini photoshoot at her new room. HAHA. Had mad fun uh. Aint her maxi dress pweety? I is in love. Hahahaha. Oh yeah, on friday went out to town with raudha, nass and the rest. Reached pasir ris at 12 ish. Slacked at macs whitesands till like 4 am. Then walked to Kris's crib. Reached there at 4.3o am. And only slept at 5. Fck. My eyebags, cheebong. Big sia. HAHA. But had fun anw(:

Can I let the sky fill what's missing in?

I am loved and loving. I am surrounded by love. I easily attract loving people and experiences into my life. I embrace and claim a life filled and overflowing with love. I am grateful fr the love that surrounds me. My circle of loving friends continues to expand. Love is what I am. I am a magnet fr more and more love. I joyfully express love everyday. I love myself exactly the way I am. I radiate love to evryone and evrything. The more love I give, The more love I receive. The love in my soul freely and fully expresses itself. Love is all around. Today I release the past and allow the healing power of love into my life. I am in love with my life.

Server not found

It's been long since I've last posted. Kinda busy, well, REALLY BUSY. Im sorry blog fr abandoning you, but you still look so pweety. HEHE. I think Im gonna grow white hair any minute now. IM JUST SO STRESSED UP. Exams are on and my brains all cramped up with shitload of formulas and I cannot tahan anymore. HAHA. I can die. now. Im sick anw. My nose keeps running. It's annoying. It feels like there's a tap water on my nose(sounds digusting? HAHA SHUTTUP)without the knob or whtever thing u call it. Nyehahs! I saket :c

Follow me down

Fck you and your bull.

Alone with the sunrise

OMG IM IN LOVE WITH HIMMMM!!! SUCH AN EYECANDY! I WNNA LICK HIM LIKE A LOLLIPOP! HEHEHEHEH! Gross? I know uh but shuttup. I cant help it what. He's just so cute c: His nose, so cute. His eyes, so sexaye. His lips, so yummy. His collarbone, AHHHHH! I bet God took more than 4857384992 hours to make him. Cos he's so perfecto. He looks like a mannequin. Well, I'd like to bring this mannequin home to my room one day fr me to stare at c:

I wish I was that good

I am? I dont think so. Life's fcked up this days. But what's life without it's ups and downs huh? But my ups and downs i tell u! My downs are as deep as the holes in the cheese(wait, thts not even deep-.- Imagine VERY DEEP HOLES TILL IT GOES THROUGH THE CHEESE. HEHE)and my ups are.. just not there? Anw, had my english paper on friday. Had to do an essay about the topics given. I dont think so I can ace in that.I couldnt think of much nicer ideas to write on that piece of paper. I only wrote like, 1 and a half of the paper. BAD RIGHT! tsk. Tuesday's maths and social studies! :O I is very scared. Wish me luck people. I am going to cheat. HAHA KIDDING(:

So's your face

AHHHH! RINGS RINGS RINGS! Talking about rings, Diva's having a sale frm 9 bucks^^ There wont be school tmr, which means.. LET'S.GO.SHO.PPING! HEHEHE! Ah then again, tuesday's maths and social studies. Shit. Two very difficult subjects in one day. I think my brain's gonna explode or some shit. Maybe if Ive shopped enough then I can focus on my studies? NYEHAHS! c:

I could really use a wish right now

Nobody understands how much I miss you. I miss how much we used to talk and miss all the things we used to do. I try not to admit it to myself that I still feel this way. Everything's so different now. It's hard to wait around fr something tht may never happen but its even harder when you know it's everything you want. I miss you..

You had me at hello

I've been putting evrything in my mouth alot this few days. I think Im gonna grow FAT! :| This few days have been tiring fr me. Im still as shagged as hell. Went to a gig yesterday. It was awesome. It was a fundraising event. 5 bucks was all worth it. WOOOH! HAHA! Im fcking addicted to caramel frappe! I feel like drinking it everyday. But fuck, why must it be so expensive. Cant it just cost like, 2 bucks? Bcos of Idk how many cups of caramel frappe, Im broke now know! Very the saddening. EEK! My blog getting boring-er liao de(HEHE!) Im kinda lazy to post nowadays. Busy with alot of shit. Been going out alot this few days. And gg home late as well. Not that 10 pm late, but 12 pm late. And I dont K.O the moment I reach my house. Standard, use the laptop and log in fb! HAHA. Then I'll prolly sleep like at what? 2?3? And I have to wake up at 6. SAAAAP! And when I woke up, my eyebags fcking big sia. Like its gonna take over the world liddat-.-

Caramel Frappe please

Had mad awesome fun with alot of people today. Or yesterday? Ok yea yesterday, and today. The plan was to meet up with raudha only. Coincidentally, fatyn, zahryn and Qad was at macs at white sands. End up, alot of people joined us. And we played truth or dare. Fcking fun. Oh yea! And I bought caramel frappe! DA SHIT. Fcking nice I swear. HEHE. Ok Im shagged now. Meet up soon aights you guys. Love ya.

Hello, goodmorning

Like avatar not? Hahaha. Ive been posting about love alot in my blog. Mayb I should just escape frm it, fr awhile(but not gonna escape frm it fr long tho! hahah!) Anw, I is so hungrymungy. Nothing to eat at home, not even friggin maggi! Check the fridge? Theres only chocolate, and trust me, I cant make myself full just by eating that! :/ Oh and Did I tell you that I feel so fcking accomplished!?!?! *reads throught the whole post* K, guess not. So yeah, as I was saying, I felt motherfcking accomplished la! I cn play The Only exception by Paramore on the guitar! HEHE. I is cool right? :| Hahaha. Aww shucks. I wanted to type something, then I frgt. This.always.happens.

Somewhere in my heart

I dont know what to do right now. I miss you alot. After whatever happened, I now realise Im just not the one fr you. You deserve better. I just dont know where I stand now. I keep thinking about you, day in and day out. It hurts just thinking about what happened. It does hurt alot. You said you're disappointed. I am too. Of myself. Im scared if we go on like this, It'll be worst. Im just scared to lose you. Countless times Ive got heartbroken. And I just dont want another one. I keep loving someone so mothrfcking much that I'll end up losing them in the end. And it fcking hurts if that happens. I miss the times when we first got to knw each other, I miss our first date, and I alrdy miss our second one tho it wasnt as fun as the first but being in your arms and listening to paramore's song, was the best moment ever. Im sorry for everything bby. I really am. I love you.

You are the only exception

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin'

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception


Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception


I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream


You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception


And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Today im happier than a bird with a french fry

I was bored. HEHE. Today was pretty much nothing special that happened. Which means, today wasnt special. The same ol' wake up in the morning, get ready fr school, study like fck(i didnt pay attention in class actually:p), eat like one fat kid during recess, continue studying like fck again. School bell rings, end of school. SAAAAAAAAAAAAP! Then slack. HEHEHEHEHEHHE. OH YEA. I FRIGGIN PASSED MY SOCIAL STUDIESSS! WOOOOH! IMMA HAPPY KID. HEHE^^v what? I keep failing stupid social studies. And now that I passed, its officially my first pass. And it felt like as if im on top of the world. Hell yea, it was a fvking good feeling c:

I less than 3 you

As soon as you get online, whose name do you look fr first? AQIL! When a slow song comes on, whose face pops up in your head? AQIL!! Whose name makes yer stomach drop when you hear it? L after I. I after Q. Q after A c: T-hee. Bby, rmmber this? It's you and me(HEHE:p) When I first met you, I've never imagined tht I would have such strong feelings fr you, I never would've thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. When I first met you, I never would've thought tht I would love you. But bby, altho I dont know where I stand with you, and I dont know wht I mean to you, all I know is that evrytime when I think of you, all I wanna do is to be with you. I less than 3 you Aqil♥

Roadblock

Uh fck. I wanna be as skinny as her. I have a fcking low self-esteem. Cheebs. Besides, I really did gain weight. And evrytime I wanna lose those stubborn fats, I'll get too lazy and shit. Dammit. Cross-country's this week. I think I lost my stamina or something. I needa get it bck! :c Grr. Anyways, my heart skipped a beat just now. I was from the toilet and I was this<-->close to falling down. I have no idea why I was rushing bck to my room after I went to the toilet. So my feet kinda slipped and I was like somewhat iceskating fr tht few seconds. HAHA! But as always, Im so lucky(HEHE!)I didnt fall. Save the embarassment(altho no one was at home but still! tsk) I was laughing to myself after that. Hahaha!

I need this shit now

I NEED THIS MOTHRFCKING AWESOME SHIT BELT.
MUST BUY BUT WHERE!?! I WNNA GO
OVERSEAS AND BUY IT SINCE THERE
ISN'T ANY IN SPORE :c

Do you know how hard Ive tried to bcme wht u wnt me to be

I want someone I can go to. Someone I can tell my secrets to. Someone who wont judge me with the mistakes that I've made, for the mistakes I will continue to make. I want someone who understands. I want someone who hears, not just listens. I want someone who says goodnight to me, and prays to god they get the chance to say good morning. I want someone who knows my quirks. I want someone who wipes my tears away. I want someone who needs me. I want someone who loves me.

A habit that I cant stop

Nyehahs. It happens all the time c:

Crash slow

Im sucha pig. Talking about pigs, I saw a dead rat(idk how pigs have any link with rats but theyre fcking animals right! hahaha!)on the road. And I dont really mind having a stiff dead animal there infrnt of my eyes. But the fact tht it's FCKING SQUASHED LIKE NBCB!! That is, yes I know, FCKING DISGUSTING. Elaborate more? Intestines were all squeezed out of that poor thing. And I think the ants or birds or whtever ate its eyes. Cos I dont see no eyeballs there. HAHA. Gruesome shit. And I thought it was a cat at first, but then again cats are big in size, then i thought it was a rabbit, but I realise the ears werent that long. So basically, it's a rat. And then SOMEONE just had to tell me "What if it's a kitten?" _|_ Dont scare me leh :c

You're the best Ive ever had

A, Im in love with your lips. I cant stop wanting more of your kisses. You live in my heart that's fo sure. My heart's a home fr you. I love you alot bby. I thought about you all day today and I just wanted to let you know that I miss you and I cant wait to be in your arms again♥

Bby I can break it down

I cant stop laughing to myself. Two nights ago. I wanted to post something on my blog. But somehow I think my laptop was too hot that it shut down by itself. And I had to like cool it first and restart tht shit again. The loading was so slow, I just had to close my eyes for awhile. Fr god's sake, I wanted to use the lappy to chat with bby and blog-.- But, When I woke up, I realise my laptop couldn't be on-ed cos batt was dead. The funny part was, when I woke up it was alrdy Friday! Nyehahs! And I had to bathe after that to get ready fr school. Sasuay. End up I didnt even get to do wht I wanted :/

With a common denominator

You know that feeling, when you look at him.. Wow I love him but he's way outta my league, or maybe when he looks at her and it hurts so much sometimes, when you're in love with him and he's in love with her. You love everything about him and he loves everything about her. You wasted all your 11:11 wishes on him, you've kept it in for so long that no one knows how confused you are. Do you tell him how much you like him? Or do you keep it in, as usual? It's confusing or "it's complicated" is your answer when someone asks you what's wrong. When you look at them together, your eyes fills up with tears, because you love him, you love him so much and sometimes you just wish he knew.

I was naive, got lost in your eyes

"I woke up today feeling like Lil Wayne, my voice all fcked up haha" Aww. Haha. How cute. No matter how stupid you may be, You know I Fck you still fcker. HAHAH! And I hope you stick to your promise uh fcker. If not you die and I'll make u burn in hell, you fcking playa. HEHE♥

She had problems with drinking milk and being school tardy

R.I.P. Havaianas :c My havaianas died yesterday. Someone broke it, accidentally broke it. It was during Alex's party. Suhwaaaaay right! I had fun n'ways. Haha! The best shit eva, I went home at like in the fcking morning, and had to wake up in the fcking morning(no, not afternoon but mrning!)to accompany mummy to buy some shit(oi. not literally shit uh) Oh wait, tht's not the best shit yet. My fcking eyebacks took over the world uh! Hahaha. Im still sleepy now. But my stupid laptop misses me alot. HEHE.

They were all red bt they gave me the blues

I somehow feel tht im tumblr-ing instead of actually blogging. It feels so tumblr-ish. HAHAHA! Ok so anyhooo, I hope me and my girls will have a blast at alex's party tmr. Tht's sooo the last party im gg to bfre MYE. And then after that Im gonna start doing my hardcore revision. PROMISE *fingers crossed* T-HEE c:

slow down, you crazy child, you're so ambitious for a juvenile

If only she didn't take drugs and create tabloids, she would be perfect. But I still love her anw. She's fcking hotttttttttttttttttttttt! I wanna love her cn? HEHE. I FINALLY GOT MY PHONE BCK TODAY. I JUMPED FR JOY THE MOMENT I GT REUNITED WITH MY PHONE. HAHAHA! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT. I miss it :c And the first person who msged me was the fcking playa. Hahaha. Fck you A♥ OH OH, ITS BLONDEEE JOKE TIMEEE(: HEHE. So a blonde says this to a brunette, "Excuse me, but each time I sip my coffee, my eye seems to hurt." (THIS IS FCKING STUPID I SWEAR! HAHAH! CONTINUE READING!) The brunette says, "Well maybe you should take the spoon out of the cup."(HAHA! DAMN CUTE I SWEAR)~~~~~~~~~~~~~A blonde was having sharp pains in her side. The doctor examined her and said, "You have acute appendicitis." The blond yelled at the doctor.."I came here to get medical help, not get a stupid compliment!!"(NYEHEHS!)~~~~~~~~~~A blonde got a dent in her car and took it in to the repair shop. The repairman, noticing that the woman was a blonde, decided to have a weebit of fun. So he told her all she had to do was to take it home and blow in the tailpipe until the dent popped itself out. After 15 minutes of doing this, the blonde's BLONDE friend came over and asked what she was doing. "I'm trying to pop out this dent, but its not really working." "Duh. You have to roll up the windows first!" hahahhahahhhah! fcking cute sia. Blonde joke's the best(Y)

mid year madness

MUST PASS EXAMS!
MUST STUDY HARD!
MUST PASS EXAMS!
MUST STUDY HARD!
MUST PASS EXAMS!
MUST STUDY HARD!
MUST PASS EXAMS!

Empty hearts and voices talking

I NEED A HUG :c
I NEED A HUG :c
I NEED A HUG :c
I NEED A HUG :c
I NEED A HUG :c
I NEED A HUG :c
I NEED A HUG :c
I NEED A HUG :c

it's this repetitive nonsense

Excuse me mr kandasamy. HAHHAA! Sorry laa. That song's stuck in my head. And yes, it's a song. Not some kind of rhyme shit tht I came up with -.- HEEHEE. I needa shop like real soooon. I needa update my wardrobe. It's so boring nowwww. My wardrobe's like facebook. In facebook, you have to keep updating your status/dp so tht it wont be plain jane. Well, same goes to my friggin wardrobe la! I needa keep updating the clothes/bras/panties/bottoms and whtever i have to wear to cover myself up, so tht I wont be wearing the same thing again! = bo.ring. Which the equation is then equals to, needs to shop like REAL SOON. I need the kaching :c $.$!!

The sun shines in the bedroom when we play

Fck you. Fck you. Fck you.

Oh my heart, I want you to be strong

L is after I. I is after Q. Q is after A♥

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Oh lord. I wish I cn set myself free and do whatever I like. And fck anyone who ever gets in my way. Jump frm the highest story to feel the adrenaline rush and not die on the spot or even get injured. Find a guy who, is obviously not an asshole(Uhuh, I have a huge level of difficulty in that :|) Be perfect, yeah tht's what I want in life right now. At least I wouldnt have to feel my fatself and be all worried about my weight and how I look like when I know tht im perfect. But unfrtunately, This is reality bebeh! I gotta keep my nose up high like it's bleedin*nigga slang* wooooosh! Sigh.

logic is the anatomy of thought

URGHHHHHH! LIFE SUCKS SO MUCH THAT I NEED TO SHOP!! YES SHOP!!! HAHAHAHAH! Went to Tamp1 and Tampmall then to downtown today with Kris' ♥ window shoppppinggggg :DD Lemme tell you something, all the clothes at topshop were like calling out my name. They wnt me to buy them! I pity them so much. I'll buy yall soon k bbies! HEHE! *fingers crossed hopping mum will give me kaching and not nag instead* :p I just calculated the total of what I wanna buy, and it's like 250 ish bucks. DAMN GIRL. That's like fcking alot. HAHAHAH. HI MUM, IF YOU'RE READING THIS I LOVE YOU :DD HEHE♥

Black and gold

I dont think so Im ever gonna hear that from you. I thought you were the one, but I was wrong. So wrong. Why did we have to rush in things? I realise my mistakes nw. I didnt even know you that well. I admit I like you. But evrything about you, the real you, it's really starting to show.

We're all stuck in our ways

OMGGGGGGGG! Isnt's he the sexiest shit(what? not the real shit la duh!) evaaaa!?! I think im melting now. No wait, Im drooling(I know I sound like some hungry shit now trying to eat him up or smething but who cares!? :p) HE'S JUST SO FVCKING HOT. Look at his tattoo! So pweettyyyyyy! kawaisxzxzxsxzx! Starstar all, so kiyooooot!! HAHAH! And no, his name is not lee ho-suk or lee jung-su. BUT JR.CELSKI! (even the name cute right i know!! haha!) I got crushcrush on you how? HEHE.

No mom, yes mom.

Yes mom, I wont slash my hand anymore mom. I wanna be pweety mom. I dont wnt my hand to be as ugly as ugly betty mom. Im sorry mom. And no I wont take drugs mom. But only panadol mom. Nothing more than that. Im sorry mom. I will behave mom. *Halo slowly coming out* Hallelujah. Hahahah!