Tuesday, May 11, 2010

I hate to let you go, but i love to see you leave

I may not be perfect. I may not be the preetiest girl, the hottest girl, the nicest girl, the smartest girl, the cutest girl you've ever met. But that doesnt give you the right to toy with my feelings. Ive been waiting fr so long. It has been like what? 1 month plus? And I dont see any difference in anything. Except fr the fact that we're not talking now. I dont wnna waste my time, Nor do I wnna waste yours. Not that Im wasting my time loving you, in fact I cherish evry minute of loving you, but Im wasting my time expecting things that wont obviously happen. Like I said, I dont see us together. Now you know the reason why. We're starting to fade away from each other. I dont wnna keep waiting fr your msg. And be excited about getting a msg but all tht excitement ended only to find out tht it's nt frm you. You have your other girls to go to, so why not you just stick to them. I still dont understnd why you wnna stick to me. You made me fall fr you, and in the end you left me hanging. I dont get you really. You, and your sweet nothings. It seems clear to me now that Im the only one whose thinking about us more than you do. Correct me if Im wrng. I dont check your fb nowadays. I dont even give two shits about wht you're up to now anw. Do what you want, really. As long as you're happy, Im so cool with that. I give up. But just to let you know, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me this year. Something about you is just different. Not sure wht it is tho. But yeah. I love you alot. But it kinda hurts now when i think about us. I still dont knw where I stnd. If you're reading this, You know who you are. Bye.