Boy, it has been what? 8 months since evrything actually ended between us. Time passes by so fast but still, things stayed the same. I couldnt get you outta my head. No matter how hard I tried, I just couldnt. There's something about you that's just way different than other guys -You're NOT an asshole. All those sweet memories that we had together, it just makes me miss you even more. Thinking about you just brings me down to tears. Why can you move on and I cant? Why? Why is it so difficult fr me to move on? Why is it that guys like you are so rare to find nowadays? Boy you left me speechless. You got me lovedrunk. Though you said you'll stand by me frever(you promised) and you assured me that you dont break promises, but you eventually did, I just couldnt hate you at all. Evrything around me just reminds me of you. It's annoying and it hurts at the same time.I still keep the movie tickets, the time when we went to watch movies together. Movie marathon. Haha. Sweet ol' memories. How I wish i had a time machine(JON SAID THAT! HAHA!)to go back to me and you. But I know it wont happen since I have this habit of getting hopes up fr things that wont last. I guess youre just a dream. Evryone's telling me to move on. Well then I will, I guess(nyehehs!) But it's just so easy to say tht I WILL try to move on, but really, trying to practice what I preach is just really difficult. Cos I still L you and I M you. Hahaha. L you and M you. HEHE. K anw, it's torture!! Cos I sprained my ankle!! (Im trynna change topic k! D:)
I miss you dude, I really do.
