It's in his kiss, tht's where it is.

Am I living in a dream now, or is it fr real?

Can someone slap me? Or, just wake me up!

I cant bleave wht's happening now. Im like on cloud nine.

Does cloud 20 counts? Im just so happy.

T-hee :D

You make me feel like spring has sprung.

Boy, it has been what? 8 months since evrything actually ended between us. Time passes by so fast but still, things stayed the same. I couldnt get you outta my head. No matter how hard I tried, I just couldnt. There's something about you that's just way different than other guys -You're NOT an asshole. All those sweet memories that we had together, it just makes me miss you even more. Thinking about you just brings me down to tears. Why can you move on and I cant? Why? Why is it so difficult fr me to move on? Why is it that guys like you are so rare to find nowadays? Boy you left me speechless. You got me lovedrunk. Though you said you'll stand by me frever(you promised) and you assured me that you dont break promises, but you eventually did, I just couldnt hate you at all. Evrything around me just reminds me of you. It's annoying and it hurts at the same time.I still keep the movie tickets, the time when we went to watch movies together. Movie marathon. Haha. Sweet ol' memories. How I wish i had a time machine(JON SAID THAT! HAHA!)to go back to me and you. But I know it wont happen since I have this habit of getting hopes up fr things that wont last. I guess youre just a dream. Evryone's telling me to move on. Well then I will, I guess(nyehehs!) But it's just so easy to say tht I WILL try to move on, but really, trying to practice what I preach is just really difficult. Cos I still L you and I M you. Hahaha. L you and M you. HEHE. K anw, it's torture!! Cos I sprained my ankle!! (Im trynna change topic k! D:)

I miss you dude, I really do.

Saturday nights' drunken dreams.

I just wish I was drunk so that I wont have a clue on what

actually happened this few days. My boat didnt float steadily,

but instead I got hit by the waves. Luckily I had J by

my side to hear my shit.I just needed to let

it all out. I felt bttr after doing that but only

fr a few hours after that it wasnt as good as the few

hours ago(are you confused? cos i am. Haha.)

I needa learn how to be positive in life nowadays. I have this negative

vibe in me. I needa erase that away, like quick cos

it's just ruining my life. Realise I didnt blame anyone but myself now?

Cos I gotta admit that it is my fault. Not was, but is. There's

too many stuff in my head to think about now. I can just break down

and cry if I cant control myself. But there's no use fr me to cry cos it

wont solve anything, it'll just make my eyes look like a goldfish.

So puffy(but still cute. Haha:D)

Im sorry.

Have a break, grab a kitkat.

Im back from stress.

I think strands of white hair can be seen somewhere on my scalp.

I hope not. Cos if is true, then it's just damn gross.

Im so lazy to update my blog nowadays.Mayb cos of

school.Common test's this week.And tmr will be my scnd

last test.Friday's gonna be the last, at last.Tests just make me stress.

And even more stressfulwhen there's alot of shit happening in this

mthrfvking life of mine.DURING COMMON TEST WEEK.

I think my white hair's more than my granny's.

Ok mayb not. Screw you people, you evil people,

who looks so mthrfvcking nice and acts nice infrnt of me

but just plain assholes behind my back. Screw yall. Go to hell please.

You laugh until you cry, you cry until you laugh.

I feel so handicapped right now.

My left hand's wrapped like some boxer getting ready to fight.

Now it feels like hell just typing with one hand.

Or worst, doing other things with one hand.

And cos of this, Im not allowed to play fr tournaments.

But damn, I have 5 days of mc.

Shit luck.

Sold my soul to a higher rock and roll.

SAD.,

saturday, january 30, 2010 @ 12:41 am

BESTIE~! come back soon aites?
and yah! buy for me bangle or necklace aites? hahahaha =))
i dont know how i Can wake up at 6+am to check my hp. i got ur number from beng..
beng! thanks aites?
hahahaha =))

!~FATIN SUPAFLY~!

!~HAVE FUN & TAKECARE~!

better come back by next week~!

dont forget about ur brothers or sisterlurp or BESTIE in SG~!

hahahahaha =PpP

takecare dude~!

Cute kn? Haha. Zul posted this on his blog.

Yeap. He woke up early just to say gdbye to me

bfre i head off fr camp. Damn sweet(:

Thanks dude. Love ya alot bestie.

Nd sorry i couldnt get you anything. Cos we

didnt get to shop. Hahah! G-O-R-I-L-L-A!

Im ugly, and just ugly. I have ugly hands now.

I just got bck from camp at bintan.

And my hand got rope burnt.

It's damn pain:(