I didnt even bother to look at the calendar
to see how many days is it to my birthday. The reason?
I have no mood to celebrate or blow the candles.
Or open up the presents, if I'll be receiving any of course.
Why celebrate when you know you're getting older?
That's not even a good news to celebrate for. Besides,
Alot of doodoo's in my head anw. -problems- stress.
Im losing my loved ones, one by one. How awesome can that be?
Not even this <..> close to just ok.
So why celebrate my Bday without them?
FML.
