Modesty is probably my best quality.

Mummy, I want this dress can?

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.

It's like I'm on cloud nine.

Things are starting to change for me.

Im starting to change for the better, And my life's

changing as well, but not to worst tho..

It was much better than a few days ago.

Cos GOD loves me, ALOT.

HAHAHAH! I wish. Oh btw, had maths and POA

tests just now in school. It was Damn difficult.

AND TALKING ABOUT THE WORD DAMN,

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY YESTERDAY,

I RANDOMLY THOUGHT TO MYSELF THAT

DAMN IS ACTUALLY SPELLED AS..

D-A-M-B:/

Meow.

Should've taken acid with you, touch the stars and the planets too.

There won't be an m&m without the other m :(

If only we were kept in a jar, I'll get to see you everyday,

every hour,every minute, every second, everytime.

IMY.

Cast your sleeping hearts awake.

With eyes shut, it's you that Im thinking of.

I love you more than being seventeen.

Is that Oh Raudha? Cos she's on fire.

Yeap, That's Oh raudha. This girl, she's gone through alot lately.

And evrything had to do with a Non-lady, yes a guy. Haha.

But lemme tell you something, she's a strong chick and I love her.

Babe, i miss you so much. I read all the status on your wall.

It feels like I missed alot. I miss chatting with you

on fb early in the morning, those times when i got suspended.

Haha. But yeah, You know you have me still. Holler at me

if you need someone to talk to aights? Someone's birthday's getting near uh?

Not you, ME! Haha. Fine, ours. But yours is first. HEHE.

Meet ya up soon k? MUST MUST MUST!

Cos i miss you. If you dont wnna meet also, then it's just too bad.

Cos.. Your present's with me!

Hahahahaha! I love you macam budak gemok suker makan cake ♥

Im caught up, wait a minute.

"Stressed is Desserts spelled backwards."

And this left me thinking.

What is it trynna say?

That being stressed isnt a bad thing in life ?

Afterall, we're humans. We have our ups and downs.

But why desserts? :/

Heard it through the grapevine.

It's already the second day of the week, school

wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.It's

just the people there. I didnt expect things to get

ugly. But it did. I just hope tmr won't be Uglier.

Expect the Unexpected.

Honeymoon's over, school's starting.

On 5th January Twenty-ten, and yes, just the third day of school,

I got suspended for doing something really stupid.

And yes, choices have consequences, so I got suspended for 15 days

to be exact. And tomorrow, It's back to school.

New me, and a new start.

Hello school, goodbye honeymoon.

That blue is getting me high and making me low.

I didnt even bother to look at the calendar

to see how many days is it to my birthday. The reason?

I have no mood to celebrate or blow the candles.

Or open up the presents, if I'll be receiving any of course.

Why celebrate when you know you're getting older?

That's not even a good news to celebrate for. Besides,

Alot of doodoo's in my head anw. -problems- stress.

Im losing my loved ones, one by one. How awesome can that be?

Not even this <..> close to just ok.

So why celebrate my Bday without them?

FML.

Patch my life up with cellotape, it doesn't feel so safe.

I guess I should not give a F to what's happening in my

life now huh? And pretend that nothing's happening?

Well, easier said than done I guess. Im

trynna keep my head up and remind

myself that evrything's gonna be find at the end

of the day. I just wish I could, but it looks like I cant :/

In the tight jeans, with your long hair.

Boy, you got me speechless.

And I don't wanna cry my whole life through.

Words can't express how stupid I was to

be mad at both of yall, especially Zai. Words can't

express how different it is now that we're not that of in

talking terms. Words cant express how sad I am now.

Words can't express how much I miss and love both

of yall. I thank you both fr being there fr me through

my ups and downs. I thank you both fr making

me smile when Im sad. Im sorry fr evrything that has

happened. I really am.

Im losing my grip, but I'm ready for it all.

Im losing my grip. I cant control myself. Im slowly losing

my loved ones. I hate this feeling. Im losing control.

I cant stop the tears rolling down my cheeks. My heart's telling

me to forgive, but something's telling me not to.

I just don't know what to do anymore.

These butterflies are fluttering.

I want you to sing me to sleep,
And hold me where the nightmares cannot find me.
Ever since the day you walked into my life,
The pain has ceased,
I feel like I can breathe again.

I cant believe that Im gonna blog.

Thanks love for beautifying my blog.

You're the bestest girlfriend any girl could ever ask for.

I love you alot.

♥